I'm 15 and go to high school...
My mother can not afford a T so I see one in school...
I really like her and she is really nice...
She also works part-time out of school but I can not see her because of the whole money thing...
So now it's summer...
And she doesn't work in my school over the summer...
So I am freaking out because I wont get to see her, and I just don't know what to do...
Well...
There is this other guys that does work at my school over the summer....
But I don't like him...
He never say my name right and he always gets my age wrong...
I don't feel comfortable talking to him AT ALL...
But because I'm a minor and my mother unfortunately has power over me, she signed papers so that I could talk to him, and made an appointment for me to talk to him...
I don't want to though...
And I fear that it will be a waste of time because I'm known for not talking...
When I meet people I see auras around them...
I don't know why, but he has a blue aura which was already how I felt about him-as though I couldn't talk to him-[My regular T is baby green]
I'm so stressed out and I feel as though maybe people are seeing me as being selfish and stubborn, but I don't wanna be seen that way...
I don't know what to do and I just feel lie going in a corner and dying...
Please help me....