Toniella, I'm sorry that you can't have more control over the situation. Will get to go back to the T you like in September?

Your post struck me because I tend to experience my emotions through colors and shapes, as well. For me, if I sense something in orange, it is very uncomfortable to me. Deep reds and browns are my comfort colors.

Maybe if you don't feel like talking to him, you can use your gift for colors and draw what you feel. I know it helps me.