Thank you all for replying and for your support.

Am I safe? Well... if I see it coming ...yes I am safe. I have my own van and I can get away. But, he is very impredictable. He sometime do things out of the blue and I don't even know why.

I did asked him again today why he did this last night and he only shoke his head saying he didn't wanted to talk about it. So I don't know.

He is strange sometime. I know he has problems and I do try to understand. I do try. I am not the best person to live with either. I have my faults. I am not the best wife. I'm sure that sometime he is sad because of me.

I don't know why I am writing all this. Life is rough.

Thank you all so so much.