Well the thing is too, I don't want to say anything until after she makes her decision on a school, yknow? Then I'd be fine talking to her about it, and deciding if I'd go with her, etc.

But I was starting to feel better or "more like myself" later this afternoon, and then I brought some stuff to her place and saw her briefly, and I got sad again, yknow? It felt bad and I didnt like it and it felt selfish, but I just want to tell her I'd miss her, or something, I dunno. But I want to get back to enjoying being with her all the time.