Its been on and off for about three to four weeks. The last week its been the worst. I have lost 4 pounds in one week. I got really tiggered and was unable to eat then the not being able to eat triggered me. My mom used to lock me and my sister in our romm for a week at least at a time with no food. We would eat toliet paper. She would never feed us when we were not locked in our room either. So we ate out of garbage cans and stuff. I cant smell food or think about food or I gag and vomit. I am able to drink because my reg therapist told me to use bendy straws. I dont know why it works but it does. I am drinking liquid food but its only about 700 calories a day. Im loosing energy. ON thursday my reg therapist told me to talk to my emdr therapist about processing this.I just dont see it working though. I swear if its not one thing its another. Any ideas???????
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