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yes, i live with her.
no, i don't have the finances, skills or emotional health yet to move out.
yes i REALLY want out; she's not emotionally healthy, she's one of my abusers.... my former post "needing to but not calling" details the situation (moreso almost than i probably should have).
No - no friends with a space open (they all have roommates).
No family.
yes to ambivalences (and yes to lots of alters) - bring on the fun....
MD talked with such gusto I had almost hoped there was a way to be out by the end of summer.
T talked like maybe in 6 months to a year I could have a plan that will work.

sooooooo done with everything.