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I can tell by the way you talk about them you are a loving mom .... are you seeinga therapist? My heart goes out to you. I too worry about my kids (they're much older) but over the years some of my problems may have rubbed off .... but I got so used to wearring a 'happy' mask. Pleaseget some help with your depression,good luck and keep us posted, we are here when you need to reach out ..... Jinnyann xoxoxoxo