Hi everybody,

thanks for you all for sharing with me your stories, I really appreciate that. This makes me feel a little less alone. I'm also very sorry for your losses. I hope time will help to heal so deep scars of all of us.

I don't know if this happens or has happened to you too, but do you ever have the feeling you are living like in a "parallel world"? I have this strange feeling, she's not gone, she is somewhere and she is going to be back home, because it just can't be otherwise, so it's like you're living waiting for her to come back?

Since my mom has passed away I can't do things I used to enjoy when she was here. For example I don't listen to the music, I don't read books, I don't call anyone but my three or four closest friends, I don't watch movies and so on. Is this normal? Do you think is it better keeping busy, doing the things I used to and try to move on, even if I don't want to or just wait that everything comes "back to normal" according to how I feel?

Thanks in advance for your suggestions. My thoughts are with you all.

Saluti.
S.