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Sometimes I get a guilt feeling when I do something fun or something she would have enjoyed. I don't know if you get that way or not?

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Yes, I feel not only guilty, but it's like I'm not honoring my mom's memory, ignoring what she've been through. I would respect with silence the pain of a person aching. I think that kind of respect is owed to my mom too. Maybe this is a nonsense, and, please, let me notice that if it is. Perhaps this feeling will go away with time.

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For me, the only thing that really helped get through everything was going to work, believe it or not.....it kept my mind occupied.

I know it's tough, but I am glad you are talking about it.

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I've tried and I'm trying to study but I lose my concentration after a few pages and I'm not able to go on. I don't know what to do. Were you able to work with concentration and focused on what you were doing?

Thanks again for your answers.

Saluti a tutti.
S.