I haven't been posting much lately due to the fact that I am extremely depressed. No one cares and I have come to the conclusion that I do not matter to anyone and that maybe I need to just keep my issues to myself, which is not good so now I am back to square one- really why do I matter, because I can not seem to think why I matter anymore- just rambling I am extremely hurting so deep inside I can not express it. I do not know what to do, who to tell or should I just cover it up and deal with this in my own way, the only way I know how to deal with things.