((((((((alonian))))))))))))))))

It's really hard to understand depression unless you've suffered it as you say ...... the good thing is it is treatable .... please know this will pass, the severity of it .... tiny steps is what you take, sometimes it is hard to grasp the end of that rope, even to start looking for it ... but with proper help, medication and good advice you WILL get there ..... please keep reaching out here. You will realise who to trust and listen to and make some wonderful friends here who can offer really good advice. I wish you well and please take your time, don't feel pressured into anything, this illness needs proffessional help and a lot of self care ...... be kind to yourself sweetie.

Love, Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxo