I'm so sorry .... i have been avoiding phonecalls for a while now. i know my dad called this morning and i just dont want to talk to him. My step mm is in hospital and he didn't even take her, preferring to go bowling instead .... his behaviour right now is triggering me ... he never even called when my daughter left ... it's like stepping back in time .... my step brother called to say his mum is staying in the hosptal and i dont want to go in case i bump into my dad .... i just dont want to see him right now ... he is such a selfish person .... my step mum has had enough too.

i dont know why i was so out of it this morning, it was very scary ... i'm just so sorry does anyone sufferwith severe headaches after this co consciousness thing happens? I think my hubby is so sick of me .... i had to go to bed and was still there when he came home ,,,, i feel so useless as a wife and mother right now

Jx