so i need help. im not sure wats wrong wit me but i get these angry outburst over little things. my girlfriend said something really small to me and i made it such a big deal. i got so pissed like i do on other occasions. i seem to black out cause i dont care about anything and say things i really dont mean.and i dont remember some of it and then realize a while later wat i did was wrong. i get in this really crazy mood where i curse and seem to hate the world. i get really depressed and i dont know wat to do. im afraid the next time something bad might happen. cause i mean there are times where i get into theses moods and make irrational decissions where the cops have to get called. can someone help me figure out wats wrong wit me.