(((((((Skeksi, Soliaree))))))))
thanks for the input. I keep losing my lists. Maybe t needs to keep them for me (or a version of one).

I went to that needs assessment for housing - the guy was nice, but *totally* clueless. A waste of time. T said he'd be doing intake forms - then he asked me "are you here for mindfulness?". Hunh?!

Soliaree, I'm sorry you're struggling, too =(

I just met another dr i am going to be working with - me; the gal horrorifically afraid of dr's is now joyfully working with three. 3!!! I really like the lady i met today - such a healing presence. She's doing body work and was very thorough in her questions. Needless to say by the time we started, she said "Did you have a lot of trauma in your life'?. Hmmm... which gave it away? The leg and head pain starting at age 7, the fact that i can't give any details of my life because i don't remember them, my saying i lose time, or the fact that i freaked upon exam? *grin*. She also asked about depression and anxiety and then if i've ever harmed myself. I explained about the self injury - i didn't expalin about suicide idation or that i've been sliding again in that direction. I just want to lay low on that count for a while. Anyway, she's very caring and i think we'll work well together.

ok... enough updates, panic, anxiety..... hope everyone is still in there.