pink.. i know. i did totally lose it. i just tossed my head back and just howled with laughter... i was dying... and then i was periodically snickering the whole session. i think i just paid $140 for a good belly laugh. Is that a good price? And oh yeah, better believe he is still going to get a mug with that melons thing on it. He says stuff to me all the time that really shows his sense of humour.. and he admits that he can't let it show to most of his clients. He said something to me once.. damn, i wish i remembered exactly what it was... oh, i know.. it was the end of an appt and he made giant sweeping motions with his arms and said "get out!" i gave him the look and laughing said "hey!" and he said that i was one of maybe two clients he had that he could do that with. We.. gel. i actually started singing the *** hole song to him on my way out the door, which made him laugh. i asked him if he knew the song and how he needed to google it. He gav me the look and said "oh yeah, sure... I'll google *** hole... and you know what i'll get." Omg he makes me just die...

yeah.. i think he does get me.. that is a relatively new understanding for me.

ty Miss and EM.. yeah, the panic attack scenario lately has not been helpful. It made a big difference that T worked with me while i was getting anxious. i want to be able to hold onto this next time... hold onto the imagery and the sound of his calming voice. i respond so well to tone... and he kept his very soft and calming.