(((((MONTY!))))))

Yo Girl! Can I relate or what????

You helped me so much last week when I read your post here & said, "HEY!" Oh, I remember when I was first dx'd as MPD & more than one "in here" was suicidal!! I used to wind up in ICU once a week back then But, I had the greatest T & other MPD friends behind me constantly...and I think that what I see from the other posts....you've got LOTS of "peoples" behind you!
Monty, I just got done dealing w/ my suicidal ED "alter" that you know about. My T said "Let's do something NOW w/ "her" and I was as scared as all those years ago when it almost seemed like a "hobby" for some of the Others... But I went (shaking all the way) and my T was able to score a deal!

Hey listen... You've BEEN THERE (scary, huh?)It's always a extremely sensitive step to take,more like walking through a mine field. But you're "fresh" from the hospital;
and you're one tough broad! Just draw on the strength from "the others", make sure a friend goes w/ you to make sure you don't jump out at a red light/or out the back door. It's scary, it's much easier to crawl under a rock, yes....but get in there and have faith in yourselves and your T. He sounds pretty confident...but with you for a patient who's a TRUE FIGHTER!!!

Keep posting every day until that appointment You've got quite a cheering section for you here. It's great when you know there's people "out there" who understand what you're going through!!!!(((((GO MONTY!!!!))))))) BIG HUGS!!! (((((Dayzee9)))))