(((((((((((((((((( wantto )))))))))))))))))))

you made a promise to me and now i'm holding you to it. you promised that if you felt this way and it wasn't lifting, that you would call t and go to the hosp. you mean so much to many, and in your depression, you can't see it. i think it's time. if you can't take care of your own safety, then you need to let the professionals who are trained help you. you've had too much for too long now, hon. you need some rest. please call t then go to hosp. we'll all be here for you when you're ready.

love,