Mouse,
What a great article. I was reading it and was like, okay, I can do this! I've done pain and agony before, I can do it again.

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Part of your healing is to fully assimilate the sad, terrifying realization that we are alone - always, completely and irrevocably.

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This part is going to suck big time. Do people who aren't rebuilding themselves know this? Or are they just semi-aware of it, but they've know it so long that it doesn't alarm them? When I've passed this stage, I wonder if it'll be one that will stay in the forefront of my mind. God, I hope not.

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At the end of this path, only we await ourselves. When we finally meet ourselves, at the end of this course of tortuous obstacles - life begins.

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I feel like I've been living in and still live in a fantansy world here. Is there a loophole in this one anywhere? (like where T and ourselves can be waiting for us?) Just hoping.
Knowing myself, I'm going to be late meeting myself, LOL

--All kidding aside, thanks for sharing this article. I had never thought of things this way. I have always known that my pain is not over, that there is more agony to experience. I wonder what it will be like when that is over? Let me know when you get there.