(((((((((((Jinny))))))))) I'm only learning from T and my own experiences (and reading other posts here).

Orange has some excellent information here. Does this sound like what's going on for you? I have a friend who is diagnosed with PTSD that has similar feelings and it makes me wonder if this is what is going on in actuality.

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time with things. No matter what is going on, it's difficult to go day after day in such distress. Are you on any anxiety meds? If so, do they help at all?

I wish so much for peace for you jinny. Please take care and keep posting.