<font color="purple">I felt sooo happy at the start of the day, my mom and I went shopping at the consignment shop, I bought some really nice things, like a new bag, a really fluffy bunny (that I'm cuddling right now) a really pretty bracelet, a piggy bank, and a music box.

Then, I went home to do some dishes for mom. She told me that she'd pay $13, which is an okay price. But then, after realising that we both seriously underestimated the number of dishes (seriously, it was practicly every dish in the house) I just said that I was thinking about $15 instead. (It also doesn't help that I like my amount of money to end in a 5 or 0 either) and then my step-dad hearing this said "You already negociated the price, if I went out on a job site and then realised it was alot of work then what I bargained for then oh well. If you actualy DO the work instead of thinking about it, then it'll go by faster anyways."

Now, this comment was meant not really in the mean way. But damn, it hit some soft spot of mine hard. The only word to really describe it was "crushed". I tried to do the work, but I just...couldn't, I kept on running into the next closest room and start crying. My brother noticed how upset I was and offered to help (no strings attached either!) I felt better, and have for awhile...until now.

I'm feeling so depressed right now. I just feel the tears coming on. The comment wasn't even that bad...and I probably deserved it anyways...it's what you get for acting like a little brat I guess. </font>