Hey thanks Kiya. The feel good is truly elusive--wishing it stays around a while too and I will share it with you...
It's funny but I feel like an imposter in therapy because I haven't walked in in crisis or anything for at least 2 weeks, lol.
(I don't really think he meant he would use the pens, but his use of "let's" made me feel as though we are in this together. It's so nice not to feel alone.