I haven't posted for a while. I thought I could just pretend that I don't have any issues, but its NOT working. I binged to night and am on here trying not to purge. I want to cry so hard- perhaps I will I am so frustrated with my self. I have been religous with working out and eating so many vegetables and fruit and not much of any thing else. I eat tofu and vegetarian protein because it is lower in fat and calories. My digestive system is hurting because of large amounts of fiber. I can't stop. Either too much fiber to push food through or it has to get purged. I am not strong...I can't fight this anymore.....it has taken control over me....