I was meeting a friend for a few days. Was hoping it will help my mood getting better since my depression slowly went worse. The first day was fun. I gotten his attention we did fun stuff. Next day we went to see a girl he met a couple of days before and from that moment things went bad. I gotten no attention from both of them, they were talking all the time with eachother and I was left somewhere back, making just small comments, trying to make a joke or something...the next day he was mainly concerned with his own matters and I was left for myself. Today I came back home.
I was crying a lot, he knew I was feeling bad but didn't address it and mostly was silent towards me..
*sighs*
I have no idea what to do with myself...there is a lot of vacation left and I'm again in my room alone without any ideas..I just give up..