ive always been that way allistair. ive been the extra. the third wheel as it were. it drove me round the bend. eventually i just thought %#@&#! it and lived in my own world for a few yrs. which was possibly the worst idea ever.
my best mates lil bro is called alistair. i think its a cool name. but if u live somewhere like the USA theyre gonna screw it up yeah because its not a common name.but hey that makes u diff. so does the red hair. does that not make you also bloody awesome? being the same as everyone else is boring and silly. so u have red hair and a strange name... thats great. people will remember your name. people will remember you. and you can be whatever you want.
if you sdont fit into the social norms... dont even try. just be yourself.