</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
muffy said:
(((((nowheretorun)))))))))))))))))))
thank you
those were the right words

strength and determination to do right.......
see right and act right...ty
most of all with peace.......
its the right path
ty



</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

when i was young i began with a set of rules about what i thought was 'right' .. my family and friends taught me .. i guess i was born with a certain nature that was added to and shaped as i grew.. everything mattered and was a factor in who i was to become...

when i was a bout 15 i suffered an ego collapse... its a horrible experience.. in my case i lost a lot of parts to my personality.. its still difficult to explain, but i realize that i had lost all my self confidence, all my defense systems collapsed too....

beginning all over from the beginning like a newborn baby, but at a teenage and expected to know and understand and to have mastered certain skill sets by that age... i tried to hide what i felt inside but i couldnt hide from myself...

i had lost track of what 'right' thinking was... i had also lost track of what peace was.... its what ive been searching for within myself for the longest time...

finding those pieces of myself have made my perceptions sharper... defining what 'right' and 'correct' is, is so important and im surprised at how surprised i am at how simple this all really is.... i had also forgotten to be peaceful in life and as i learned and grew... peacefulness is the best way, the least harm.... ty (((muffy)))))))