(((nowheretorun)))))))))))))))))))))
i do think from the time we are born we are given a spirit..
or nature...sometimes the path takes a turn that we have to go down to learn or to come to peace with ourselfs....
your path at 15 (((its a horrible experience..)))) makes me know you suffered and have worked so hard to be who you are now
you were lost for a bit.....maybe spirit needed you to be lost in order to find yourself....as you were never really lost it was inside you always....just waiting to come back out...when you were ready...

You said .....((i am smiling)))
"peacefulness is the best way, the least harm"
peace and kindness and love for each other is the only way for healing as i know you know.....

All my life I have had just a few things I held onto tightly
peace, kindness, love, and that everyone mattered...
they meant more to me than anything......
those things got me threw so many things....

it is so simple......it comes from inside of you as you have found....
we treat each other with this and the whole world changes......
just the lambs thoughts
muffy