Hi Codina;
Welcome to the group, sorry about everything your going through but glad you found us. Try to think about your baby, she/he will need you so if you are feeling that bad, please seek help. Maybe you need to find a new counselor to will work on your current problems, you don't need to put up with any kind of abuse, and neither does your child.
Take care!
A greeting card for you.
http://www.castlemountains.com/index...=434&type_id=2
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Today I am going to spend more time looking for all the positive things about myself. Today I recongnize myself and acknowledge myself as a terrific human being.
by of: Time for Joy by Ruth Fishel
Cindy