Everyone has great suggestions... I just don't feel like any of it. There are animals all around.. horses and goats across the road, alpacas around the corner.... and the littlest are mine... 1 big cat and 2 kittens.

I have no talent so "making" anything is not even an option. I can't even play my guitars anymore because of this freakin' arthritis.

I've been depressed for years, and the doc tried to give me effexor. I took it once and it knocked me on my butt. Later that night I read about weight gain as a side effect and I freaked. I'm still not done losing what I have.. I can't go back.. I CANNOT go back!

Guess I have no choice but to feel like total crap.. it's not like I can change it.

Thank you all for your responses.