((purple)))) i just dont agree with that.... i care for you very much.. i care for all people, but especially suffering people like yourself... ive felt very badly in th past too and its not a good place to be... it matters to me and we are all trying to show you and tell you how you matter and it matters and everything matters... i believe we all are intended to enjoy the good things of life that are free for us all...
it does not come easily for some but i truly believe that all are capable of having joy and good feelings...
its good to know people care and that we matter.... it may be hard to see now, but believe me, you matter very much..
sending kind and safe healing thoughts always...