For some reason I can handle it when it's my T or my pdoc, because they're low key about it. My pdoc says things like it's nice to see some of your spark returning, and she was really happy for me when I got my job. My T talks about it in terms of how much progress I've made.

But for some reason I can't handle it at all from my addictions Dr. I mean I know I'm less comfortable with her overall, but she's really effusive in her praise over how far I've come, where as I guess I still am more concentrated on how hard it is, and the areas in my life that I'm still trying to work on, such as being more social. She's also naturally a really formal and reserved person, so it seems kind of weird when she gets all enthusiastic about stuff. Makes me seriously uncomfortable.

--splitimage