I just found out my BF has someone else, someone dangerous, suicidal.
He got some REALLY bad news at the Dr. today (kidney damage/failure) and we were talking about it and then this GUY comes forward and starts talking about just ending it all now. I didn't know this one. I've only seen the look in his eyes on one other person before, and that's me back when I didn't care and had nothing left to lose and I was out of my mind. This way lies madness...
I don't know what to do. Everybody else knows about him now, but they didn't before. Well, someone did because they called him by name, but nobody's owning up yet. I don't know what to do. He tried to grab a knife, but I fought him off. I think he's safe while his kids are there, and I told everybody what went on. They told me they'll try to work together to keep him safe. I don't know what to do.
I don't know how you guys keep yourselves safe...but you have got to be the strongest people I've ever "met". I have more respect for you than you could imagine...I live on the outside. I can only watch and wait and stand beside him.
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They don't ever lock ya up for thinking crazy - they only get ya for actin' crazy!
And just 'cause I'm paranoid doesn't mean they aren't really out to get me...
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