JudyeeB,

Hi, I'm new here too. I've been dealing with DID since 1994. My counselor has been faithful to help me since then and has never abandoned me like other's before her and since her. I lost my sponsor last month over this issue. I finally let some of me out in emails and signed their names. She told me they were from satan and I needed to get rid of them!!! Boy did that make me feel angry with her. She said she accepted me and for 4 years I tried to work a program with her. I finally realized I was just skimming around some things and performing. There was no peace under the performing. sorry, I'm going off on my own stuff and meant to just respond to you.

I wish I had some experience that would help you. I just found out the opposite of help. The only thing I would do and will do if I get back into a program, is pray and ask God to lead me to someone who WILL accept me and work with me and all my insiders and littles. There are some good folks out there who try to accept us. The same principles of recovery help us, we just process life by committee....so to speak. =)

I hope you will come back and explore this place and see if it won't help you make your life better, that's what I want to do here.

For me, today is an easier day than some days. Somedays its real hard to talk to anyone. I wish you good things and help.