imapatient, I can really understand your need for some closure. Do you have any idea why your T terminated and why she felt it was unethical to see you anymore? I feel she owes you an explanation and it is unethical to terminate without giving one. I too would want to look at the records to see if I could figure out why. Do you think she had fallen in love with you? I hope you can find out what you need to know.