I've been thinking lately that I wish someone could be me for a day (couple days, whatever). Just to experience what it is like for me being depressed.
I don't feel like my family and boyfriend really understand my depression (and I know you can't really unless you've been depressed yourself and everyone's different).
But I've been very very depressed and incredibly lonely lately and noone really seems to take me seriously. I just wish that someone could be me for a day so they'd know how I feel, how lonely I am, how much my heart hurts and how desperate I am to be 'me' again (the old bubbly, happy me I once was before all this s**t happened).
I know that may sound naive and silly, but I just want to be understood by the people that are close to me.
Molly
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
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