I have one. That's how I started working out... I'd spend an hour on the lifecycle while bowling (Yes.. I get 300's). It got kinda old.. besides, my daughter's WII had an issue and had to be sent back to the factory so she borrowed mine.

It's still so "in the house". I know these walls so well... I know every little particle of dust on the ceiling that I have to sweep.. I just don't want to.

What is this? Why don't I "want" to do anything. It's not like there's nothing to do. I had to FORCE my butt into the laundry room to wash clothes this morning.. and ONLY because if I didn't, I'd have nothing to wear to the gym. Fortunately, I don't have an appetite either (which is a blessing.. although I have NOT gone hungry at all losing the last 120 lbs).

I thought that once my blood sugar was under control that I'd get my mind back.. BOY WAS I FOOLED!

I just can't handle being angry all the time anymore. It's like.. lonely, angry, disengaged.. yucky, crappy.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr