sqrlb8 is right. I too, enjoy reading your post, and you know what? By asking your poll to be removed showed what a decent, caring person you really are. Our minds are an amazing thing - never know what ideas will come up.

I do get extremely anxious - sometimes to the point of either hurting or being frozen - paralized. So afraid to move, and yet, at the same time, my mind moves in warp speed.

Sqrlb8's right about taking some meds. Please talk to a dr. about your anxiety.

Oh yeah, I AM serious. You REALLY ARE OK. big hugs coming to you ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((greygoose))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Keep posting