hey!

I am so angry now. This is just getting out of control. Have now not seen T for 3 weeks! Seeing him on Tuesday.

I started to get better, but things are just getting worse. I got left by my gf yesterday because of my depression, how is that fair ? 14 and I do know what love is and I don't feel it anymore!

I'm slipping away from my freinds, and I am dreading the fact that if I don't get better in time, NHS (our health service) is putting me on medication!
I am scared of going on medication and what will happen!

I need to make it go away! I need love! I need freindship!

I went crazy yesterday - I didn't believe anything was real, and spiralled into denial!

X.X.HELP.X.X