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Thanks, orangeblossom and wanttoheal!

The dissociative spectrum is really interesting. I had no idea PTSD was on there.

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Earthmama - I didn't know that either! I've not seen a grid like that and makes me again wonder where I am on it.

I too have differences when i am not me - in my body - my height, eyes, face change. I have to adjust the seat and mirror in my car some days because I am shorter or taller. Likewise, with my mom, our heights change; somedays i am taller or shorter than her - sometimes the same height. Somedays (like today) I have times where my body parts look odd - like my mouth today is not real - i saw it floating in this flech colored blob, moving of it's on accord. I had to stop looking at it. Somtimes my arms appear different, my face.... my hands and toes do not appear real.

Sometimes i have take overs where different ages with different names control the body. The more i became aware of it the more it seemed to me it was happening (but it is hard to see if one does not pay attention to one's own self!).

So, i dunno any more. Keep working with t, wherever the journey leads you.... that's the important part.
Kiya