(((((GREY)))))

I can sympathize with you sweety. I too had what I describe as a full blown "breakdown" a few months back which left me incapacitated for a long while. I recently back to work after this whole nightmare and I still struggle every minute with this horrible anxiety.

I will try to answer each one of your concerns based on my personal experience. As far as the blurry vision, I have had that with my anxiety attacks. In addition to the blurred vision, I sometimes experience trail like effects. In fact about an hour ago, I had a panic attack and the first thing I noticed was the blurred vision which made the situation worse. Rationally, I think I know each symptom but in the middle of a full blown attack your rational side is no where to be found.

I get so darn angry at times that I can't convince myself that anxiety is something that comes and goes and it's in my head. It's so powerful over me that I can't shake it.
I too posted something last night that was extremely painful for me that I wanted to share, but it ended up back firing and left me feeling like a complete wreck.

Stomach problems....This too is caused by anxiety. Many a times have I been sent running for the rest room to take care of business due to severe stomach cramps.

I hate anxiety so much and I would give up my right arm not to be plagued with such a horrible disorder.

All I can tell you is that I know what you're going through and your not alone. If you ever need to talk just PM if you'd like too.

Take care