They're good points... and I do feel absolutely horrible wishing someone could spend a day in my shoes. I wouldn't want anyone to feel like this either, but then, what's a day?
I don't really know how to explain what I'm thinking right now... A day of depression is hard. What's harder, I think, is being depressed for years... I don't think the 'worst days' ever really get easier because you can think to yourself "well I've been depressed for this long, how do I know I'll get better".
I'm not sure how to explain it. Maybe when I understand how to put what I'm thinking into words it might make it easier?

I don't know... I just know I feel lost right now and feel I haven't much hope...
But like Cmara said...
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Cmara said:
The good news is that all of us know, so until the people in our lives can understand us ~ this is the place to be understood!

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...I know there's a place I can go where I can be understood and can relate to other people.

Molly