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I am on my way back to bed, and all I can think is how much this hurts, to be completely empty -- no hope, no joy, no belief that it will get better -- just blackness.

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Sorry you are feeling so down and yes it sucks.

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Pdoc tried to tell me I have been here before and know it will pass.

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I swear they all learn that phrase in Pdoc101. I thought the whole idea of meds and therapy was so we didn't "been here before" again.

I know it hurts and I'm sorry you are suffering. You know we are here to help you through "been here before". Please keep us involved.