Flier,
Your hugs help just fine.
I wish you the best in doing what you have to do. It will be hard but we are backing you and we'll be here for you.

It's up to you whether you tell the person you feel you are already losing. Maybe even if he decided to go his own way he might feel better knowing the truth. He may also see it as a step forward for you and want to stay around. No way to know but really nothing to lose?

"I wish I was a better person, and I'm trying to be. I still have to fix things in the past though."

You are a better person!!! By opening up, being honest, wanting to make things right, you are growing. It takes a decent person to come clean after a mistake. The easy way out is to walk away and forget.

You are trying and that's makes you " a better person" already. :O) You have the chance to fix things in the past and not make the same mistakes in the future.

Give yourself a hug from me today :O)
Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~