Hmm. I sorta know what you mean.

I understand that people that haven't felt depressed don't know just how bad it feels, or how serious it is.

However, I don't want people outside of PC knowing how I feel cus it mite make them sympathetic, and I dont need sympathy anymore cus it just really annoys me!

Also, I wouldnt want anyone being me for a day cus they would ruin their life, loose school friends and just live in lonliness, I hate the concept of my only freind feeling how I feel - I'd cry for her.