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Even worse, I couldn't express any of it because I think in colors and shapes, and that is out of my control.

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This is interesting that you visualize your emotions as colors and shapes. I think I experience mine through physical sensations that I cannot express in words.

Do you think that the brain and nervous system can get the circuits crossed? Like a mis-connect between the right hemisphere's perception and the language center in the left hemisphere.

I think I might find it easier to talk to a male T about sexual issues and transference. However, I am really glad that I am seeing a female T. I think if I was having erotic feelings or fantasies about my T on top of it my other entangled emotions, I wouldn't be able to function. My emotions regarding the past and present, husband, physical and emotional intimacy and different types of relationships are all totally tangled up. I couldn't handle yet another dimension to my dementia.