Can't seem to get past my anger towards my therapist. She pushed and pushed for me to see a pychiatrist, and after 6 months of horrendous med-experiementation. She admitted to me that "she felt guilty for pushing and how she couldn't sleep at night because of the guilt and how bad she felt for letting me down... ". All I could hear was her asking me to say "its okay" so she could be excused, It was pathetic to witness. Part of me wants to loose my temper with her and part just never wants to see her again.

Am also going through med-withdrawal, so I am not really thinking rationally. A)Having exciting dreams about torturing people (sic), B)swinging between anger and depression; C) and visualising being shot in the head (can feel the steel against my temple etc.

How do I handle this?