Hey. I think that this is a fairly normal reaction that comes out in response to therapy sometimes. Sometimes therapy feels really scary. I know it does for me. It is really scary for me to go along to therapy and to make myself vulnerable in front of another person. Sometimes... I get so scared about that that I don't want to do it. Feel like I can't. Want to withdraw or pull away from him.

Does it feel like a bit of that might be going on?

It is hard to know how much your therapist isn't being appropriately sensitive / understanding about how you are feeling about the scheduling conflicts... And how much to know you are wanting to back off and not go back because trusting another person and talking to and caring for another person is really very scary. Maybe... A bit of both?

Can you talk to your therapist a bit more about how the scheduling conflicts are leaving you not wanting to go back? It might be that something can be sorted out... And it might be that your therapist can reassure you again - sometimes we need to hear things a number of times.

Hang in there.