(((((((((hugs))))))) everyone. Thanks for the kind words and well wishes.

I made myself get out today too. I had a little shopping to do and then went and took myself to see a movie. But it didn't take my mind off how horrible I feel, and I didn't enjoy it, just waited for it to get over so I didn't waste my money. I feel like I am encased in lead. It is absolutely gorgeous out -- blue skies, breezy, 70s -- perfect day, and all I want to do is hide, because no matter what I do or where I go, my malfunctioning brain has to come with me and so I'm going to feel like crap no matter what.