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Although I know that T accepts me the way I am whenever I walk into his office, I feel as though I am letting him down by falling apart again--as if he would think come on already, what's wrong with you that you can't sustain this?

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Miss C do you find that between sessions your mind morphs your perception of your T? During the session and immediately afterwards you might see him as accepting of you and very interested in helping you? Then as the time passes between sessions this perception is morphed and skewed by your thoughts until he becomes this person who instead is judgmental and impatient of you?