Okay. This is the sort of thing that drives me crazy.
I KNOW I am reading a book. I'm certain I've started a novel and it's in my room. I'm thinking I may be 1/2 way through it, but that's kind of a guess.
But I have NO IDEA what book it is. I can't picture it, don't know what it's about, nothing. Nothing at all. I've been sitting here trying to remember, testing myself, but I have no clue. When I'm done typing this, I'm going to go upstairs and look.
This is the sort of thing that happens to me all the time. Like, I don't know what the season is outside sometimes without looking or asking someone, I have literally no idea what I ate at my last meal, etc. I don't feel like I'm "losing time" - but then at moments like this, what is going on? And THAT is when I'm not sure if this is just normal - like maybe I'm a super forgetful person? - or there is something else going on. It's like I'm not here in my own head half the time. It's frustrating.
Does this sound familiar to anyone? Do I just have a horrible memory? Or is this how everyone is?
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