thanks, bear.

so far so good. im stressing about school and classes and having (what i believe) to be a typical young adult transition crisis. ive been thinking a lot about doing what i think will make me happy vs. what i know will make other people around me happy. school is a big key in that. going to graduate school is what i always planned on doing, but i realized recently that school does not make me happy. in fact, it may be one of the main sources of my stress and general discontent with myself. i dont mind working hard when its something i enjoy but isnt everyone like that? its just all been coming to a head as of recently. i dont have a t or anything, used to but not for years, and they didnt know about my cutting anyway.

im read the list at the top, im still trying to resist. i think i may be okay. thanks for the help. we'll see how things go i suppose?